Greetings!

Hello World! 

 Yea. After all this time, I can finally say that we're back~ 
This blog has gone through many phases of my life and has changed into many modes. But now it's the time to return it to just be a place for my random writings again. 
Please forgive me if from now on, I won't write only in English again, but also in Indonesian, and maybe other language too. 
For them who visited here, is visiting, or will visit, thank you! 
Please look forward for more post :)


 

Today My Life Begins – Bruno Mars

I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I
I'd ever heal again
oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and I've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

Stupidity

I used to have someone ..
who understand me well..
who know who I really am .. and still, accept me without any questions..
who know both sides of me.. and yet, love me the way I am..
and thought that I am the best for him..
the man I destroyed, but still love me with every pieces of his heart..
now.. he's gone.
just because of my stupid decision..
my stupid thought that he can find his true happiness by this way.. that he will be much better without me interfering his life..
the thing I didn't know is.. by the time I removed him from my life.. I also changed our life.. forever.
he has changed. he is not the man I used to know anymore..
I was changed, too. I lost someone that very important to me.. and I will never meet him anymore..
... no matter how many times I apologize, things can't get back to where they use to be.

never 'kick' someone from your life just because you think that is the best for him/her.. cause the reality is not as simple as that.

Greeting Card

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This site provides a large selection of available themes (all of them have very beautiful pictures and fonts) and all we must do is add a unique touch to them by creating our own messages. For me, I love to create a greeting card with pictures of people I love. Adding the photographs from our special moments will create a nostalgic feel to the cards and, furthermore, to the recipient.

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JaeJun’s Letter for Hana

Dear Hana...
Thank you for spending the past days with me.
And I'm sorry.
The time I had with you...
It was fun.
But now, I have to leave all this...
I told you before,
That when I get caught cheating, It would be the end.
Hana...
I didn't have any chance to tell you about myself.
I was really pathetic
I started my own business
Without any hesitation
And I did whatever I want to do
Back then,
I thought life was just a game
But it all went wrong...
The relationship I had,
I lost all of them.
My family, my friends, and the girl...
I get distressed by it when I think of it now
I think that was the most tiring part
But I got into accident.
In those times,
I felt like I was running away from the tiring game of life.
But after I found this job,
I was happy.
After I met you,
I completely changed.
If felt like I found something special.
This is the truth.
The time I spent with you...
... was the best.
I was thinking.
Instead of sending other people's letters,
I've always wanted to send my own,personal ones.
After looking back,I had a complicated thought.
I worked hard and wrote this letter.
The plan with the man and son's tape was a big disaster
Please forgive me...
Even though, I'm not familiar with writing a letter...
The thought of wanting to send a letter to someone is my first time.
And I thought I had to do it properly.
I mean, I wanted to...
Hana,
I'm very thankful.
Hana...
Goodbye...

Those are letter from a ‘Postman to Heaven’ that met a girl in his journey.. A girl that changed his life forever..

I’m Sorry..

they said..
regret always came late.
and I never mind it before..
for me, that sentence is just a words made by those who regret their decisions.

until these days, when I realized my foolishness.
3 months we spent without talking.
92 days we spent without seeing each other.
2208 hours we passed, alone.
132480 minutes I spent regretting my decision.
and 7948800 seconds for missing you.

I apologize, dear..
I thought that's the best way for you.
I was sure you will go on over the pain and start to search another beginning.

but now..
I realized.
that my method is damn wrong.
and it's too late now for me to come back.
like all things that happen in our world, I realized how much you're mean for me after I lost you :')

sorry I was a fool ..