with our own feet

it would be very nice ..

if we could live

without making mistakes

but, it's .. impossible

fails, slipped ..

lost, make mistakes .

even then, little by little,

step by step,

we must move forward

with our own feet

though covered with wounds ..

someday, we'll arrive to a place, certainly.

... we'll reach a person

while continuing to pray like that

come on .. start our first step!

He knows

when not even a single person understand your feelings, your condition, and your heart .. There is one person who understands.

when not even a single person to understand the meaning of your tears, the look on your face and how tired you stepped, there is one person who knows it all.

at the time everyone felt far and there's no one for you when you fall ..
There is one person who is always present in your side and even sustain you.
do you know? Jesus always there to understand you, accompany you, count your tears and sustain you when you fall.

you need only a heart that would seek to feel His presence at any time. =)

I've Learned

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.

C.J

his big shoes

It was an unseasonably hot day. Everybody it seemed, was looking for some kind of relief, so an ice cream store was a natural place to stop.

A little girl, clutching her money tightly, entered the store. Before she could say a word, the store clerk sharply told her to get outside and read the sign on the door, and stay out until she put on some shoes. She left slowly, and a big man followed her out of the store.

He watched as she stood in front of the store and read the sign: "No Bare Feet." Tears started rolling down her cheeks as she turned and started to walked away.
Just then the big man called to her. Sitting down on the curb, he took off his size-12 shoes, and set them in front of the girl saying, "Here, you won't be able to walk in these, but if you sort of slide along, you can get your ice cream cone."

Then he lifted the little girl up and set her feet into the shoes. "Take your time," he said, "I get tired of moving them around, and it'll feel good to just sit here and eat my ice cream."

The shining eyes of the little girl could not be missed as she shuffled up to the counter and ordered her ice cream cone.

He was a big man, all right. Big belly, big shoes, but most of all, he had a big heart.

call me ♥

If one day you feel sad ...

call me, I can't promise to make you laugh,

but at least you can share your grief

with me ...

If one day you want to go far ..

Do not ever hesitate to call me..

I do not promise I will stop you, but at least

I can go with you ..

If one day you can not tell your problems

to someone else ...

call me too, and I'll promise to silence,

like a wall ..

But ...

If one day you call me

and I do not heed you..

Please ....

Come see me, because maybe I need you ...

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

first time I heard this song .. he was by my side .. and somehow, that words that has been sung by them seeped into the deepest part of my heart ..

here is the lyrics ..

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

when you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

x4

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

an empty box

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.