December 30, 2009

daddy's ...

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college.
For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.
As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study.

His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box.
Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold...

Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business.
He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him.
He had not seen him since that graduation day.
Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart.
He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago.
With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages.

And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired.
On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas all ! ^^

hope this Christmas brings a lot of happiness for all human kind .. ^^

thx for dragonartz for the picture..

December 16, 2009

heal the world

yesterday .. Trans corp, one of television stations in my country, held an event to celebrate their 8th birthday.
I like the event so much ^^ they invited a lot of music bands, singer, acrobat players, and comedians.

one of the singer, Agnes Monica, sang Michael Jackson's songs as a tribute to him.. smooth criminal, beat it, I want u back, I'll be there, and heal the world..
I, who like MJ so much, so delighted to see her singing ^^ ..
and .. what amazed me is that .. Agnes said some words .. between I'll be There and Heal the World..

this is what she said:

"there are a lot of things .. that had happened and still happening to our world ..
we are forced to believe that there's no love anymore.. that this condition is the best that we can get.
fights, discrimination, war, killings, bombs, terrorism, and so many others bad things to believe what i call non love.
but, I refuse to giving to that. I refuse to believe that there's no love in our heart.
in our little space right here I still believe in sympathy , caring, affection, and touch.
we are created to give, not to take away. together, and not to divorce. to unit and not to divide. and the most importantly, we are created to love, and to be loved.."

really .. this words make me permeates MJ's song better.. and more important,, it made me think deeply .. and I realized that the world still need a lot of kindness to survive..

so.. why not we spread a little more kindness to our world? ^^
for a better day .. a better future ..

December 10, 2009

God's creation

God creates us with ..

two eyes in front of our head
to always look ahead,
not look back and tied to the past

two ears on the left and the right
to hear from two sides,
accept both praise and criticism so we able to see the truth

brain, which is protected by the skull
so although we poor on physical, we are still rich
because nobody can steal our wisdom and knowledge

two eyes, two ears, but only one mouth,
because mouth, with tongue within it, is like a sharp weapon.. that can tease, hurt, or kill others
be someone who speak little, but listen and observe a lot

and a heart,, deep behind the rib cage
that always remind us to appreciate others
and spread love, that come from the deepest of heart

like Christ who has loved and willing to die for us all ..

December 06, 2009

story of blind boy

once upon,
a blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet
he held up a sign which said I AM BLIND, PLEASE HELP

there were only a few coins in the hat.
a man was walking by. he took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat.

he then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words.

he put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words

soon the hat began to fill up.

a lot more people were giving money to the blind boy.

that afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were.

the boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "were you the one who changed my sign this morning? what did you write?"

the man said,
"I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a DIFFERENT way."

what he had written was:


do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

of course both signs told people the boy was blind.

but the first sign simply told people to help by putting some money in the hat.

the second sign told people that they were able to enjoy the beauty of the day, but the boy could not enjoy it because he was blind.

should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

there are life lessons we can learn from this simple story

"be thankful for what you have. someone else has less. help where you can"


"invite others towards good with wisdom. live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. when life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile."

"face your past without regret. handle your present with confidence. prepare for the future without fear. keep the faith and drop the fear."

"life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness."

"the most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling. and even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!"

-the end-

"may you be well and happy! may you grow in compassion and wisdom"

November 01, 2009

you, all alone

i have learned a lot of thing because of you..
and i thank you for that.

now i knew,
that love need sacrifice..
that the most valuable thing in my life is the time that we spent together, and nothing's can change our memories..even time itself.

that, even when i suffer a painful sorrow because of you, i still love and care for you..
i can't let you go..
seeing you sad make my heart hurt deeply..

... i will do anything to see your smile.

wait forever

i never knew what love mean

you're the one who told it to me without words

you showed me how important this feeling is

so, in return..

though we may part someday..

i will continue to love you ..

September 23, 2009

this is what we call.. loyalty..

Archaeologists found the skeletons of these lovers locked in embrace since their deaths over 5000 years ago..

my 1st award ^ ^

Okay, karena award ini juga harus dishare ke 10 orang, maka 10 orang yang beruntung ialah…

1. New Commer
2. Date Aire
3. CheMik
4. Mas
5. Chandra
6. Morika
7. kryk
8. bintang narondang
9. putrasena
10. anandh

Ada award, ada peer donk! OK ini dia PR nya kalo mau confirm award ini:

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1. Anind
2. Bojes
3. Andin
4. Gitta
5. Yuki026 (RavenGirl doesn’t put any link in here [with some excuses], I’ve no choice, no backlink then)
7. [L]ain
8. RavenGirl
9. Reyvateilia
10. uRieL

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another pics ~

September 20, 2009

September 12, 2009

yummy ! ^^

gyaaaaahhh >_<
bikin nya gimana iaaq.. aku mauuuuuuuuu .. @_@

September 11, 2009

poring mouse

i really wanna have this one for me.. ! >_<
is there anyone know where to but it?
please tell me ..

September 06, 2009

Funny Picture :D


more picture here.. ^^

PhotoShop did this, actually. LoL

June 14, 2009

Dark Mousy

D.M. Pictures, Images and Photos

The legendary phantom thief Dark is a creature who has lived for centuries. Within every male in the Niwa family, Dark can come alive. And in Daisuke's case, change a person.

Every time Daisuke thinks of the girl he loves, he transforms into Dark. Unlike Daisuke, Dark is moody and a little evil. Dark lives to steal artwork and it appears that no one can stop him.

There are times when Daisuke has control of Dark's body and times where Dark has control of Daisuke's body. Dark doesn't like Daisuke's body as much as his own, but enjoys causing problems for Daisuke.

Dark seems to have feelings for Riku. His feelings of love transforms Dark back into Daisuke.

Much of Dark's past is a mystery, but there are those who know him from the past. With their interference, details of Dark's past are made clear.

Even though Dark and Daisuke aren't always thrilled with each other, Dark makes Daisuke a stronger person, and Daisuke makes Dark more aware of his actions. Together, they are able to grow and learn from each other.

June 12, 2009

Daisuke Niwa

Daisuke was just an average 14 year old boy with a crush an an average girl named Risa, or so he thought.

On his birthday he discovers he comes from a bloodline where the males turn into the Phantom Theif Dark-Mousy. It's all connected to love. When he thinks about the one he loves, Risa, a gene in his DNA reacts and he becomes Dark. He can only change back when Dark thinks about the one he loves, Riku.

Daisuke is very good at picking locks and avoiding obstacles because he had been trained to be a phantom theif since he was very young.

Daisuke is a kind hearted young boy. He is sweet and will rush to anyone's aid if need be. Daisuke's heart, however, is a place of confusion. As Daisuke evolves through the series, his love for certain characters grows. And Daisuke not only learns about the people around him, he learns about himself and grows into a stronger character.

June 07, 2009

yummy ^^


maen ca**** bareng"..

minum peps* bareng"..

ktawa" kae orang gila di hum orang malem"..

ngerjain orang..

diinjek 7 x..


. . .

"satu masa lagi telah berakhir.."

and i think this is a nice end.. ^^
love you, friends..

May 30, 2009

colorful.. ?


hari ini bener2 bisa dibilang berwarna..

emang kebanyakan warna nya cerah.. sampai akhirnya, satu warna pekat muncul, menutupi semuanya..

hidup tuh emank ga pernah satu warna..

May 28, 2009

what an exciting day ..

hari ini puas bangettt deh..
ngerjainn orang.. awakwkawkakk..

kaenya gw ngabisin jatah ketawa buat seminggu ke depan..
yg tadinya mao ngerjain tugas BI.. yg ada malah gila2an..
ketauan xmua belangnya.. ahhiiiaQQ ahhiiiaaaQQ..

mao makan aja susaaahh! ga bisa berenti ktawa.. aHahahHAhaha..

May 27, 2009


Warna jingga meninggalkan tanah,
dan bayang-bayang pun menghilang.
Semua tertutup warna malam yang gelap.
Lampu-lampu mulai dinyalakan, menghiasi kota dengan sinarnya.

Malam menyambar dunia dengan cepat,
membungkusnya dalam kegelapan sempurna.
Langit kosong dan sunyi.
Hanya rembulan yang bertahan di atas sana.
Itupun berjuang keluar dari kepungan awan mendung.
Keremangan menggantung di semua tempat.
Jam-jam besar berdentang, menggema di seluruh kota.

Malam yang sempurna untuk hidup, dan bernafas...

Reason to Smile

How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,

I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,

It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,

I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,

But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,

I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,

I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,

Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness,
Smile for the sake of life,
Smile because of hope left in life,

Smile my friends,
Smile for me my Love,
Smile those same sweet smiles,
Smile so the world can be a peaceful dove...

true light ~ byakuya

May 26, 2009

picture of Niwa

niwa daisuke Pictures, Images and Photos

May 25, 2009

Byakuya [True Light]

kanashii hodo hikaridashita
shiroi yami kirisaku tsubasa ni nare

tsumetai taiyou ni terasarete'ta
kainarasareta jiyuu ga atta
kagami ni utsutta kiseki no yoru
MASUKU o hazushihajimeta My Soul

kuzurete yuku kabe no mukou wa
zetsubou mo kibou mo onaji kao suru
mitasarenai kokoro aru nara
tobitateru shuumatsu no PUROROOGU e

yaiba no you na kaze fuku sekai
mamorubeki mono wa nan na no ka?
hitotsu hitotsu itami o shiru tabi
hontou no jibun e to chikadzuku

kieyuku Fake Light
umareyuku True Light
kono te ni...

shiroku somaru yami tsukinukete
atarashii jidai o kizamitsudzukero
tokihanashita kokoro no mama ni
hateshinaku tsudzuite'ku byakuya o tobe


Sayonara no jikan ga kite
Boku wa chiisaku warau
Mata kondo au hi made
Itazura ni te wo furu

Oikaze ga kimi wo saratte

Chiisaku naru senaka ni wa mou
Todokanai you na sonna ki ga shita
Mou sukoshi dake boku to asobou
Kiechau mae ni sotto unazuite

Asayaka ni somatteyuku
Yuugure ni tsutsumarete
Minareta kono machi ni
Boku wa natsu wo omou

Ashibaya ni kisetsu wa sugi

Deatta koro no bokura ni wa mou
Modorenai you na sonna ki ga shita
Kimi wo sagashite doko made yukou
Ate mo nai no ni aruitemiru yo

Kono michi wa sora e tsuzuku
Kimi ga tooku mieru

Deatta koro no bokura ni wa mou
Modorenai you na sonna ki ga shita
Kimi wo sagashite doko made yukou
Kono michi wa sora e tsuzuku

Ashita ni nareba nani mo ka mo
Wasurete shimau Sonna ki ga shite
Mou sukoshi dake boku to asobou
Oogesa ne nante warawanaide

Ame no Uta

mitsumete'ru yo ooki na ame ni notte
kimi no koe amaoto ni kiete yuku

midoriiro no kasa kurukuru to mawashite
nakisou na kono sora o miageta
nakisou na kimi wa me o tojite
itsumademo matte'ru no?
gin'iro no ametsubu ga futari no naka ochite yuku

aoi basu ni notte sakamichi o korokoro
marui ame ga basu no yane tataita
"nakisou na watashi o kono mama tooku made tsurete itte"
mou betsu no ametsubu ga kimi no naka ni ochite iku

mou betsu no ametsubu ga kimi no naka ni ochite iku

mitsumete'ru yo kimi to boku no sekai
sukoshi boo to shite'tara kaze ni sarawareta
mitsumete'ru yo kimi no koto sagashite'ru
nanairo no sekai ame ni nagasarete

count down to the day of examination...

seminggu lageeeee... >_<

mesti mule belajar neeehhh...

May 24, 2009

picture of Dark

Dark Mousy Pictures, Images and Photos

i like playing this ^^

May 23, 2009

noel's word

“... yang aku tahu, sih, hidup itu sudah sesuatu yang amat berharga.
Setidaknya kalau masih hidup, kita masih bisa berusaha memperbaiki apapun yang kita anggap salah.
Kita masih bisa merasakan... apapun, bahkan kalau itu rasa sakit dan putus asa...
Kalau sudah mati,”
Noel tersenyum samar,
“... waktu kita untuk berusaha habis.”

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May 21, 2009

Hajimari no Hi - day of the beginning

tsumetai kuuki ga karada wo yasashiku tsutsumu
yagate tooku no sora ga shirami hajimeru
dare mo inai asa no machi ni tatsu mainichi

sukoshi ookiku iki wo sui konde miru
karappo no kaze wa watashi ni totemo yoku niteru
doushite yoru wa hito wo sabishiku suru no?

nante dare mo wakatte wa kurenai
mayotte kyou mo yuku basho nante nai
sore demo machi wa ugoki hajimeteru
watashi wo oite

ano toki kimi no kodoku wo kanjite ita no?
chiisana jibun wo omotte kyou mo nemurenai
semete yume no naka deaetara

nante dare mo kanaete wa kurenai
kimi ni tsutaeru subesae shirazu ni
kyou mo tomatte iru

dare mo wakatte wa kurenai
mayotte kyou mo yuku basho nante nai
yume nante dare mo kanaete wa kurenai
watashi wa aruku koto sura dekinakute
sore demo asa wa ugoki hajimeteru
yoru wa akeru
yoru wa akeru

here's the link:


Do you remember when we met you told me this gets harder?
It did.
The damage that you’ve inflicted...
Temporary wounds.
Your starless eyes remain...
... I’m coming back from the dead.
And I’ll take you home with me.
... I’m taking back the life you stole.
I will be there one last time now.
... I will be with you...
I’ve lost my fear of falling.
I will be with you...

May 20, 2009

Nooooo !!

Libur dah mao selese... ><
tinggal atu hre doankkk.. hixx

bis itu mesti kerja kerass.. bwt ujiannnnnn..
noooooo ><

May 19, 2009

Caged Bird - Shunichi Miyamoto

Takaku, dono kurai
tonde ittara
haruka, tookuno kimiga
hitomi, soraseba
rakuni narunokamo
demo, itsumo dokoka de
Wasureru koto nante
dekiwa shinaikara
nasusubemo naku
sorawo miageterudake
maru de kago no nakano
chiisana tori no youni
mado wo sagashite
hatemo naku

Imasuguni aitai
kimiga suki dakara
kizutsuku kotowa
kowakute nigetaikedo
mienai shigaramini
tsubasa torawaretemo
soredemo kimiwa
kanashii hodo
taisetsuna hito

here's the link:

hope u like it ^^

May 18, 2009

yg ini selingan doank ^^

[from my senpai, when a nice inspiration come knocking his head] lolx

darah mengalir , bercucuran tanpa henti.;.,; napas terkekeh kekeh~;'":, pembunuhan berantai terus terjadi,';';'
menahan sakit pedih yang amat sangat menusuk jantung /;:', sehelai sabit menempel di leher , tanpa belas kasihan pembunuh mencabik cabik nyawakuu.;'.'.'.;'.

bagi yg membaca ini,,;;,berhati-hatilah!!;'.'.'.;'.

senpai gue lg stres kae nya.. ampe kluar ginian..
dah gt ga cukup sekali, masih di copy truuzz.. wkawkkakk

ni translate nya.. hehehe [michishirube]

tomorrow never knows but now
I don't have any hesitations
like the wings
that gets lost in the sunny sky

good bye... thank you...
because you were here
I can start walking
on the path leading to the future
I believe that
my dreams come true...

look into my eyes overcoming the
tears of sadness
I found kindness
on the hill of hope and then the
sun will shine
I become myself

in the passing time
my wish come true
I'll go and see you so

here there everywhere
i feel...

Michishirube Lyric [last ending song]

Tommorow never knows dakedo ima
Mayoi wa nai sa
Hare wataru sora ni mayou
Tsubasa no youni

Sayounara... arigatou...
Kimi ga ita kara
Mirai eto tsuzuku michi
Aruki daseru kanarazu
My dreams come true

Look into my eyes kanashimi no
Namida no koete
Yasashisa wo mitsuketa yo
Kibou no oka ni soshite
Sun will shine
Boku wa boku ni natte yuku

Meguru toki no naka de
My wish come true
Kimi ni ai ni yuku kara

Here there everywhere...
I feel...
here's the link ^^ :

just 4 my eternal Dark-san >.<

to all of anime lovers, especially DNAngel,

welcome !! ^^


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