Dear Carolline

When you read this, we’re already separated by a long long distance. But I know that distance doesn’t matter. Somehow, we are connected by an unbreakable bond. That’s why in our heart, we’re still having each other.

Well.. I’m not good at writing.. and I’m not good at saying goodbye, too. So forgive me, dear.. I won’t say any ‘goodbye’ to you. Cause there’s no goodbye for families.

Instead of goodbye, I want to thank you. Thank you for everything you gave to me, for everything you’ve done, for always be there, for cheering me up. Thanks for changing me to a better person. I’m really grateful I met you. You’re really a God’s gift for us. Without you, I won’t be the same person as I am.

We believe that someday we’ll meet again. We will go again to that place, together. Until that time, let’s chase our dreams. Do your best! I know you will make your family proud. Maybe it is not easy to get our dreams come true, but you must not give up.

Remember, there’s a rainbow after a rain. No matter how hard or how sad it will be, there will be happiness behind them. And you’re not alone. You still have us, wherever and whenever you need us, we’ll be there. Like our favorite song, ‘Count on Me’. Remember the lyric? And we also have each other, too.

Ah.. As you know, I always not good at ending something. Including this one. I don’t know what to say.. I wish for your happiness, dear. God bless.

From fish that always love you.

Goodbyes

We are finally arrived at the crossroads. Everybody chose their way and then they are going to chase their own dream.

One by one, person I love are leaving.. As they go, part of me is torn.. Leaving a big hole inside. We can do nothing about this cruel rule of life. Everything that has a beginning, has an end.

But, like people say, High School memories will never die. No matter how far the distance between us, somehow, deep inside our heart we’re still connected.

Guys, we have promised that one day, we will meet again. I know people will change. As our life go on, we will go to different places, meet new friends, and do something different. But please don’t let go that promise. Till that day, let’s fighting for our dream!

Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all The times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy

Sands, Pebbles, and Rocks

A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in
front of him. When class began, wordlessly he picked up a large
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks
about 2" in diameter.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course,
rolled into the open areas between the rocks.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The students laughed. The professor picked up a box of sand and
poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this is
your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your
partner, your health, your children - anything that is so important
to you that if it were lost, you would be nearly destroyed.

"The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your
house, your car.

"The sand is everything else. The small stuff.

My Favourite Anime Lately

Well.. I really love DNAngel anime since I was a little girl. I love its story, its characters, its graphic, anything about it! And years after that anime ended, I still not have found anything as cool as DNAngel yet. Until few months ago, my friend, Reyvateilia gave me an anime. An amazing one. CLANNAD. This anime.. was really cool. This anime was one of the most saddest, but also one of the most funniest anime I've ever seen. Not just that, the story is just like our daily life, so we can understand it well and touched so easily. Scene by scene amazed me and I learned a lot from this anime. It told me how even a modest life working at a bakery can be full of love and excitement. Maybe the ending seem to come out of nowhere, but without spoiling it, I see a powerful way to show that a life filled with suffering and love still better than a boring life with no risk at all. Nagisa and Tomoya really taught me many things. Thanks a lot, Rey! But DNAngel is still my favourite also! :p