October 11, 2011


I used to have someone ..
who understand me well..
who know who I really am .. and still, accept me without any questions..
who know both sides of me.. and yet, love me the way I am..
and thought that I am the best for him..
the man I destroyed, but still love me with every pieces of his heart..

now.. he's gone.
just because of my stupid decision..
my stupid thought that he can find his true happiness by this way.. that he will be much better without me interfering his life..

the thing I didn't know is.. by the time I removed him from my life.. I also changed our life.. forever.
he has changed. he is not the man I used to know anymore..
I was changed, too. I lost someone that very important to me.. and I will never meet him anymore..

... no matter how many times I apologize, things can't get back to where they use to be.

never 'kick' someone from your life just because you think that is the best for him/her.. cause the reality is not as simple as that.

7 komentar:

  1. I'm sorry Uriel...I can see that you're still hurting from this. Moving ahead can be difficult, but it is the next step to living again.

    Blessings, Colleen

  2. Thanks a lot, Coleen..
    I will do my best!

  3. Sometimes we tend to make some stupid decisions, it does'nt mean you regret all your life. Just get over it, you have learnt now that you cannot let go people you love just like that. So next time, better luck...its time to move on.

  4. Yeah.. I just hope that he will eventually find his happiness.
    Thanks a lot, Elvirah!

  5. I've gone through this in my life many times over, it's best to move on. They will eventually realize their mistake but you can never go back to the way it was.

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  6. Yea that's right..
    It's best to move on. Coz we can't go back no matter what.
    Thanks a lot!

  7. just wanna step-by for a while,

    "God has His own purpose for taking him from you"

    He has the better man for you. of course :)
    i want to see you smile, take care.



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