October 26, 2010

sad love story.. [part 3]

"you have something to say?"
"tell me, tell me you love me.."
"tell me.."
i put my pathetic self behind and clung into him. but he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say.. that I love someone so easily. if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
that was what he said. then he ran off. my legs felt numb..and I collapsed to the ground. he didn't want to say it easily. how could he.. I felt that.. maybe he is not the right guy for me..

after that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. he didn't call me, although I was waiting. he just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. that's how those dolls piled up in my room..
after a month, I got myself and went to school. but what made the pain resurface was that..

I saw him on a street.. with another girl. he had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me.. as he touched the doll.. I ran straight back home and looked at the doll dolls in my room, and tears fell..
why did he gave this to me.. these dolls are probably picked out by some other girls..

in a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. then suddenly the phone rang. it was him. he told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I'm going to forget him.'s going to end.

then he came to my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: "Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?"
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing bad happen and joking around.
soon, he held out the doll as usual ..

me: "i don't need it"
Jin: "what..why.."
I grabbed the doll from his hand and threw it on the road.
"i don't need this doll, i don't need it anymore!! i don't want to see a person like you again!"
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. but unlike other days, his eyes is very shaking.

"I'm sorry.."
he apologized in a tiny voice. he then walked over to the road to pick up the doll..

"you stupid! why are you picking the doll?! just throw it away!"
but he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. then...

-to be continued-

4 komentar:

  1. sorry for keep you guys waiting for so long.. >.<

    the next part is the final part. keep reading till end ~

    ^ __ ^

  2. maybe I can't guess the next story..
    will the boy be crashed by a car or something like that??

    but I still waiting the final part!!


  3. waaaan. when is the next part coming? can't wait

  4. T.T
    sebenarnya co na baek ato nggak??



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