Santa Claus?

St. Nicholas was born in 280 AD, in Patara, a city of Lycia, in Asia Minor. He became the gift giver of Myra. His gifts were given late at night, so that the gift giver's identity would remain a secret. St Nicholas was eventually named the patron saint of children, sailors, Russia and Greece.

St. Nicholas was a Christian priest, who later became a bishop. He was a rich person, and traveled the country helping people, giving gifts of money and other presents. St. Nicholas did not like to be seen when he gave away presents, so the children of the day were told to go to sleep quickly or he would not come! Nothing has changed and Santa Claus will not arrive this Christmas unless the children go to sleep early.

A famous story about St. Nicholas, is about a poor man who had no money to give to his three daughters on their wedding day. St Nick dropped bags of gold into the stockings which the girls had left to dry by the fire. The sisters found the gold and ever since, children have hung up stockings on Christmas Eve hoping that they will be filled with presents by Christmas morning.

God's Love Letter

Dear My Child, I love you ..

I love you unconditionally

I love you, good or bad with no string attached

I love you like this because I know all about you

I have known you ever since you were a child

I know what I can do for you

I know what I want to do for you

My child, I accept you

I accept you just as you are

You don’t need to change yourself

I’ll do the changing when you are ready

I love you just as you are

Believe this.. for I assure you it is true

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sad love story.. [part 4]

Honk ~ HOnk ~
with a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

"jin! Move! Move away!!" I shouted.
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll...




HONK!
"Booomm!!" that sound, so terrifying.

that's how he went away from me. that's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.

after that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and sadness of losing him.. and after I spend two months like a crazy person, I took out the dolls. those were the only gifts he left me since the day we were started going out.

I remembered the day I spent with him and started to count the days..when we were in love.. T__T
"one.. two.. three.. "

that's how I began...
"four hundred and eighty four.. four hundred and eighty five.."
it all ended with 485 dolls. then I started to cry again, with a doll in my arm..

I hugged it tightly. then suddenly..
"I love you ~ I love you ~ "
I dropped the doll, shocked.

"I...love...you??" I picked up the dolls and press its stomach.
"I love you ~ I love you ~ "

It can't be!! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you ~ "
"I love you ~ "
"I love you ~ " those words came out nonstop.

I.. love you..
Why didn't I realize that.. That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach..this was the last doll, the one fell on the road. It had his blood on it.

the voice came out.. the one that I was missing so much..
"Jo.. do you know what today is?
we have been loving each other for 486 days. I couldn't say I love you.. Um.. since I was too shy..
If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you.. everyday.. till I die.. Jo, I love you.."

tears came flowing out of me. why? why?? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now? he can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...



for that reason, to me.. it became courage to live a beautiful life..

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love.. rather than lose someone that you love with your useless pride..

-the end-

sad love story.. [part 3]

"wait.."
"you have something to say?"
"tell me, tell me you love me.."
"what?!"
"tell me.."
i put my pathetic self behind and clung into him. but he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say.. that I love someone so easily. if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
that was what he said. then he ran off. my legs felt numb..and I collapsed to the ground. he didn't want to say it easily. how could he.. I felt that.. maybe he is not the right guy for me..

after that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. he didn't call me, although I was waiting. he just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. that's how those dolls piled up in my room..
after a month, I got myself and went to school. but what made the pain resurface was that..

sad love story.. [part 2]

"um, Jin, I.."
"what, don't drag, just say.."
"I love you"
"...you...um, just take this doll and go home."

that's how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me a doll. then he dissapeared, like he was running away. the dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room..one by one. there were many..


then one day come. my 15th years old birthday. when I got up in the morning, I pictured a birthday party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.

but, lunch passed, dinner passed.. and soon the sky was dark.. he still didn't call... it was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. then around 2 am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke up me from my sleep. he told me to come out of the house. still, I felt joy and I ran out happily..

"Jin.."
"here, take this..."
again, he handed me a little doll.
"what's this?"
"I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.. I'm going home now, bye."

"wait, wait! do you know what today is?"
"today? huh?"

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. he turned around and walking away like nothing had happened. then I shouted...

-to be continued-